I'm tired

I'm tired of being all by myself
I'm tired of my heart being on the shelf
I'm tired of being so all alone
I'm tired of sitting by the phone
I'm tired of filling so many shoes
I'm tired of paying other peoples dues
I'm tired of this God forsaken life
I'm tired of reaching for the knife
I'm tired of all the $#!+ I take
I'm tired of always being a fake
I'm tired of always being left by you
I'm tired, but there's nothing I can do.