Waking Up Dead

The darkness slowly leaves the sky,
and light fills my room.
As I awaken from my slumber,
I am suddenly taken with gllom.

I was taken from a place I loved,
it was a place where I could love you.
And now I'm back to my old life,
where that will never be true.

And so I awaken to a beautiful day,
with birds up in the sky.
And as beautiful as everything is,
I only want to die.

Because life means to live,
and I cann't live without you.
So inside I'm all ready dead,
and outside my days are few.